friends forever?

duh... what a tennis tournament in kl,

that made my life miserable.

this is the worst tournament in my whole life.

trust me, you don wanna experience it too...

its not about the accomodation, its not about the food,

its not about the cleanliness, but its about the people there.

!!! it just make me furious sometimes, its so unfair...

unfair, im not meaning the draw or the game.

what im talking about is ppl.

stop being unfair to me or to you...

wake up ppl~! in the competition its not just about the game,

win or lose, understand guys?

its about the whole team, the whole state and all the competitors.



ah nvm about that anymore.

one thing that is interesting about the tournament is.........

HAHA~! observing the ppl there~~~!!!

hahahaha... cute guys, pretty girls, good tennis strokes, exciting match, etc etc.

hehe... im evil marn~!

sobxX~! next year cant enter anymore cuz im too OLD already.

cham... nvm, maybe i'll go to mssm and enjoy the competition with the whole team.

hehe, so damn excited.

hopefully next year mssm is in sabah, or perhaps kl.

if its in sabah then we can go there by PLANE~~!!

haha... so syok~! *dreaming dreaming*


-J!@rU-

am i thinking too much?

i've been thinking lately, just cant stop thinking..

i feel, i feel, i feel many things that i cant feel before this.

i suddenly miss my friends in school.

zhialun, huey tyng, lek, wanshin, khai wei, weichong, yuxuan.

*sigh* so sad....

i don know why, when im sad i will think of you guys.

i feel like talking to you all sometimes.

haha~! miracle huh?

never felt this way before, seriously.

i've gone crazy~!

without friends in my life, no way.

i just wish the holiday can end very soon,

so that i can meet them, hehe~!

my mind is just, confusing right now....

thinking of you, too much.

you know why? cuz im an idiot.



tomorrow im going to kl d.

*sigh* boring~!

i wish i can earn some money, thats all.

haha~! wish i can have fun.

wish my luck friends...

*wink* haha~! just be the top 8 and win the money.



-J!@rU-

i said, i wanna forget it...

duh~! what a sad day today...

what happened to me today?

i've been thinking lately, seriously.

*sigh*

why is love always so complicated?

why cant love be simpler?

like just, i love you and you love me, thats all?

duh duh duh...

it makes my life miserable,

doesnt make me happy, not at all right now...

i rather im a lesbian, have a girl that loves me, EASY~!

i wanna forget it sometimes, just let it go...

as time goes by, it vanishes, silently.



i've been pretty mean and selfish lately...

sorry lek, huey tyng, khai wei and any of my dear friends *=P*

i didnt really care alot about you recently...

busy is not an excuse i know.

=D i promise i'll treat you nice... PROMISE~~!!

i love you guys~! always...

im just sorry.

hang out together? =P

miss you guys alot~!



-J!@rU-

my hong kong trip

yoyoyo~~~~

hey... im back from my hong kong trip~~!!

haha~! know what?

there's a lot of lengzai in hong kong....

WOW ~~!!

haha... damn syok...

=P nah, just joking.



the 1st day....

its a free-and-easy day...

when i reached hong kong it was already about 2.30 pm...

not yet eat lunch yet... >< *cham*

then some more cold wor...

haiz.... pity me~~~

go around the street, all the food i wasnt interested at all...

duh~! cuz it's all in chinese, and i don really understand what it was written there.

=P i don like the food there.

really suck~~!!

then at night we take a bus to go around the city.

it was nice, beautiful...

according to the tour guide, those shopping mall in hong kong are meant for those rich ppl.

so.... haha~! we dont really wanna go into the malls.



the 2nd day...

we stayed in the disneyland for the whole day.

disneyland.... haha~! it is so worth.

i like it sooooooo much.....

hehe~! i cant tell much...

just.... haha~! you should go there.

recommended by jiaru~~~!! =D

ah... remember something, its super cold in the night...

i just remember i kept shivering throughout the night.

sobxX~!



the 3rd day....

in the morning, we had a half-day-tour.

erm... it was boring... *duh, duh, duh*

in the afternoon, it was the ocean park time~~!!

haha~! erm... it was fun too.

erm... you should go too...

recommended by jiaru~~~

haha~!



the 4th day...

duh, boring and tired day...

we were going back.

=( i miss hong kong...


-J!@rU-

Hong Kong~~~ here i come~!

hehe... two days left...

TWO days left~~

haha~! im going to hong kong....

im going to pokkai soon

cuz i need to buy souvenier for my friends...

haha~!

shopping paradise~~~!!

WAHAHAHAHA.... I'VE GONE CRAZY~~!!

hehe... im going to pokkai d...

but i don care anymore...

just want to spend SPEND and SPEND~~~!! =P



After hong kong trip, i'll have lots of tennis training and then...

tournament~~!! at last...

its been a long time marn........

i've waited for it for a damn long time....


-J!@rU-

whoo hoo~~!! so syok...

haha~! last saturday i went to penang...

go shopping... =P

it was Queensbay~!

haha...

nice nice nice....

i bought seven items....

hehe.... so happy~!



yay~~!! im going to hong kong soon...

hope it'll be a good trip...

hehe... im so damn excited about it...



哎哟哟，最近不知干嘛，心情很糟糕。

说不是因为他，就是在骗自己了。

duh~! 就因为他，他不配啊～～～！！

hmph~~ 就只好让自己忙些，不要想太多。

可怜的我，haiz...



- J!@rU-

state cadet camp the 8th...

me, jiamin, lydia, shuting and kah hui

AJK's

who bully adam?

me and the 4th group -- the Einsteins

the chao ah gua and my group de assistant adam ooi

the camp commander lee weng kit and the best ambulance

the quartermaster / game master ooi keo wei and the best ambulance
(i forgotten your name~~~)

KE guys??

state cadet camp...

haha~!

its fun and exciting~~~~

haha... next year cannot come again already...

SPM coming... duh~!

i miss you all guys...

- J!@rU -

yo~! im back...

shaking hand after a nice match

duh, what am i doing?

jia an : hmmm... im wondering~!

me and yanqi

my poster from chee cheat

hey hey hey~~~!!!

im back, from the tennis camp and the st,john state cadet camp...

{tiredness} duh~!

haha~! i was so having fun...

the tennis camp...

haha~! was very fun... nice~!

we have a competition in december

the interstate competition...

=D im so looking-forward to it...

the st.john state cadet camp...

haha~! i cant forget about it, at all~!

i know a lot of great ppl from the camp, that makes the camp really different...

=P

ker jia min, adam ooi, their members, some perfecto committees,

members, keep in touch oo~!

i do miss you all, miss me also lar... =P

hehe... got time go yum cha lar, ok?

promise~!

=D im so damn excited

im going to hong kong already~~~~!!!

and after my hong kong trip

mr.daniel allison is coming to malaysia

whoo~~!!

haha~! like monkey onli...

=P ok... {busy busy}

-J!@rU-

the last day of schooling...

YEAH~~~!!!

its the last day of schooling already...

but i didnt go to school.. =P

cuz i cant get a frog from my house~! sobxX~!

if not, i'll be able to dissect it TODAY, wahahaha~!

*evil* hehe... pity frog..



tell you what,

im playing PET SOCIETY~!

hard to believe huh?

cuz before that,

ievonn keep asking me to play...

haha~! i scolded her and called her childish... =P

paiseh ar ievonn... hehe~!



And,

i would wan to congrats DANIEL...

exam's over for him~~!!

haha...

and happy holiday for everyone~! =D

support my blog marn~!


-J!@rU-

*vomit* i feel sick doing that...

ahhh~!

biology day....

we dissected rats yesterday~!

pity, white, little rat....

aiyoyo.... miss yau so hiong~!

at the end of the dissection, miss yau broke its head

using her BARE HANDS~~~~

OMG, i feel like vomitting at the beginning...

rat = dirty

i still remember our monitor miao si...

haha~! think she was too scared....

she wore the rubber gloves and mouth cover

and sit FAR AWAY from the rat...

haha~! ievonn said she saw her crying too...

haiz... pity miao si~!



to tell the truth,

i was very afraid too...

but still i wanted to experience dissection of RAT...

haha~!

cut its epidermis from the VAGINA?

haha~! thats what teacher teached....

nah... not vagina, its a little above it...

eewwww~!

i don know why, i keep thinking of the process of dissection when im eating...

argh~! its so disgusting, and yet i couldnt get it out of my mind...

scary scary.... sobxX~!

i still remember, haha~! zhiru's group...

the rat that dissected had four FAECES in the large intestine~~!!

haha~! and the faeces drop into the dissecting set...

OMG, ewwwwwww~~~~!!!



yeah~!

at night, miss yau and miss loh belanja us to eat at old town...

syok syok syok~~!! haha~!

the two teachers are always so cute and funny.

haha~! i think i laughed the loudest in the whole restaurant.

=P =P

keep talking the dissection in the morning.

while eating?

haha~! think we was talking the wrong topic at the wrong time.

its so nice of the teachers to treat us EVERY YEAR...

=D so next year its the last year already

so we should have a bigger treat from the teachers~~~!!
(haha~! just joking)

i'll miss the dinner, always~!



yeah~! i have campsssss in this holiday...

duh... oh no~!

there's a clashing between my tennis camp and st.john's state cadet camp.

sobxX~! i wanna attend both, can i? =D

hehe... the tennis camp would very fun...

im so excited~~~!! haha =D =D =D

tennis camp => 17th - 20th nov

state cadet camp => 20th - 23rd nov

hua lian st.john camp => 18th - 19th dec

libra tourney => 13th - 20th dec

damn~! it always has to happen like that

between tennis and st.john

zzz... hate that~!



good luck in AIT exam, daniel allison.

wahahaha~!

all the best for those who taking spm and stpm as well...



-J!@rU-

*phew* lucky me

!!!!!

i feel like screaming, yelling, shouting~~!!!

wahahahahaha~!

im in im in im in~~!!!

im still remain in sc1...

hahaha~!

slap me SLAP ME SLAP ME

tell me that im not dreaming....

whoohoo~!

*dancing wildly*

haha~! i should really treasure this chance to stay in sc1

sobxX~! haha...



yeah yeah yeah...

today i'll have a free dinner...

haha~! whoo~!

miss yau and miss loh are gonna belanja us eat at old town white coffee...

nice nice nice~!

haha~!

its been so long that we didnt eat with the teachers...




haha~! its HOLIDAY now...

we can do what we want to...

hehe~!

wanna have a party for christmas?

haha~! k-box k-box...

or maybe you wanna go to penang together?



-J!@rU-

Holiday's coming~!

Hey hey hey~!

holiday's comin...

it means the boring days of mine is coming...

sobxX~!

bored BORED BORED~!



actually i do have plans for my holiday

but not really sure gonna make up for that anot...

camps and trips...

and TENNIS too~!

whoo~!

i gonna make full preparation for next year....

hope i'll be doing good...



said by someone,

maybe i'll frop from the 1st class...

said by someone else,

i'll not going to drop...

sobxX~! im not sure about it...

i definately don wan to drop class

new friends? new teachers?

no way~!



Aiyoyo...

my computer had reformatted...

damn~! my game....

CS, diner dash.... ALL GONE~!

so lazy to play them all AGAIN...

im so angry~!

thanks to my little bro... arggh~!



i think i should stop playing all these games...

haha~!

cuz next year its time to be serious...

SPM~~!! its really a nightmare...

hope i can handle it well...

you too friends~! =D



-J!@rU-

back from selection in ipoh

Ievonn... taking photos huh?

Yo~! she's fierce~!

Haha~! look at her face..


waa... gengster~!




Smiling like a little child...

Wa... my boss is playing tennis....

Waliao~!

Look at my face now... I become so dark d~~!!

OMG... cant believe it when i saw myself in the mirror...

sobxX~! regret that i didnt apply sunblock...

i look like a red indian now...



selection result :


Me and lizen - Me 6-1 6-3

Yanqi and Ievonn - Yanqi 6-3 6-3

Yanqi and Me - Yanqi 6-2 6-2

Ievonn and Lizen - Ievonn 6-2 6-3

Aiyo... cham lar me...

Yanqi congrats, you're so GENG~!

The guys part, im not very sure...

but one thing i know is - KEVIN LOKE KE-WEI cheated a lot~!

pity my bro jia an onli... sobxX~!

nvm nvm nvm bro...there must be a chance to beat him...

wahahahaha~! when you beat him i'll belanja you starbucks...

hehe~! *evil*




Eezhou win all, ji kent too...

they both surely get selected...

c'mon jia an and aaron~!

don let KEVIN LOKE THE BIG CHEATER win~!






Next week its my turn to play with ievonn...

haha~! O% confident marn~!

don care so much... just play my game...

i just know 1 thing, i wanna get selected and go to the tournament... *wink*

hehe... good luck too ievonn, haha~!

yanqi ar... no need add oil d lar... so GENG d, hmph~!

Lizen must add a lot of oil ar... Jia You~!


-J!@rU-

Finally all finished~!

haha~! finally my piano exam's over~!

Whoo~!

aiyoyo... but ar... i did play wrong notes during my pieces...

sobxX~! cham... the sight reading was so difficult...

i think i'll get a fail for that... wahahahaha~!

don wanna think about it anymore... hehe~!

so just wishing i'll get a pass, thats all...

i don request much isnt it?

haha~! yea thats me...



Im buying a new camera d...

what colour is nicer?

bright red or pink?

haha~! red is a very striking colour

pink is girls' favourite colour...

i like both, so how?



-J!@rU-

Piano exam...

Aduh~!

Piano exam, again...

its practical... i bet my hand will be trembeling like hell...

im so damn nervous, always~!

till now, i still play the wrong notes...

OMG, its just like a nightmare.

Wish me luck, friends~!

haha~!

im so busy tomorrow...

i have three places to go at the same time...

tennis training in ipoh, st. john meeting, and my PIANO EXAM~!

of cuz i have to attend the exam as i've paid for it already...

sobxX~! i want to go to ipoh, to meet my dear friends~!

yer.... miss them so, so much~!

nvm, i'll meet you all in ipoh on sunday, whoo~!

starbucks~! wahahahaha~!

-J!@rU-

Hoping for the best...

i cant say that im bad mood today, cuz im cheerful and happy everyday...

this is what people always say to me...

but sometimes i do really hope that i could be more emotional,

show all my emotions to everyone, so that they could really understand me...



tennis training...

so damn tired...

its good too, let me forget about the problem at least for a while...

aiyoyo... saturday cannot go to ipoh AGAIN...

sorry friends, i have piano practical exam...

sobxX~! miss you all so much, but don worry...

cuz im coming on sunday... wahahaha~!



my thoughts :

friends who do really understand me should know,

when im smiling and laughing, probably im happy or perhaps just fine...

when im not smiling always and onli smile when people talk to me or look at me,

i may be moody or sad...

when im not smiling AT ALL, it means that im heart broken, or fear is burning my heart...

sobxX~! i do wish that world could always be as simple as my mind, but could it?



Sometimes i rather i dont have a good brain, to think so deeply,

and making me hurt more...

Sometimes i hope time can stop, even just for a little while...

Sometimes i hope i could be more selfish, always think for myself 1st...

and sometimes, i wish i can smile, no matter how much i suffer...



friends who are taking spm or stpm,

jia you oo~!

good luck and best wishes...

don think too much, concentrate on spm~!

its a terrible news...

5th nov 2008

i don know how to start my blog today....
i received a bad news from my friend -- i maybe cant remain in the 1st class...
feel like crying straight away, but i still hide away my tears...
really upset~!
don wanna think about it anymore actually, but can i really do?

tell you what,
if i really do drop class into sc2, i wanna be the class monitor~!
wahahahaha~! =D hehe...
haha~! nah, just joking... its just for fun.

*sigh* what i can do now is just pray, pray and pray...
aiyoyo, so sad lar this blog...
but don worry, me friends...
im always happy and cheerful...
and STRONG too~!
i really wish i can stay happy, no matter what class im in, or whatever happens...
wish me luck, friends~!

-J!@rU-

1st blog~! 4th Nov 2008

hey hey hey~!

hi everyone, jiaru here...

(duh, its my blog, of course its me here...)

this is my 1st blog, hehe~!

sobxX~! i cried today...

secretly... (haha~!)

cuz i get back my english paper already...

waaa.... so disappointed~!

maybe im over confident lar...

feel like slapping myself at that time...

i really don wanna drop class...

sobxX~! students from other class are so strong...

really need to work harder next time, but do i have next time in sc1...

exam really make us all stressed, but we have to be always optimistic, right?

=D don request much actually...

just wanna be happy lor... :P

who wanna watch "the coffin" with me...

i wanna watch with someone brave, can?

thank you very much...

give comments give comments , haha~!