Tuesday, February 2, 2010

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chinese new year's approaching
hmm...
and i just got my salary...
wanna get myself some new clothes
and maybe hang out with some old friends


these few days
feeling abit weird
haiz...
weird, as in the bad way....
just wanna go out alone,
get some fresh air,
eat something i like to cheer myself up,
buy some stuff....


recently,
im becoming abit afraid of nights
mom and dad quarrel
at night they might shout at each other
i might hear mom crying
then i might cry alone then....
*sigh*
guess i'll sleep early so that i wont have to do that...


just wanna run away from all of these
its just scary...
i dunno
guess im just "weakening"..
XD
i don really have someone to cheer me up
so yea,
have to cheer myself up,
like i always do...


-J!@rU-

3 comments:

  1. look, there is nothing we can do if they choose to quarrel. they being at their age, they should be able to make wiser decisions than we could. you must believe, if they could make it from the first day the meet until today they have us, they have endured a lot, much more than you could imagine. you yourself have experienced pains with your ex-boyfriend(s), you should understand my words well. in my opinion there is nothing for you to worry about.

    all you can do now, is to believe, that they will make the best choice for themselves, and us, if it involves us. believe that they can make it thru the problem they are currently facing right now. believe that they are tough enough to pass another so called, "just another obstacle in life".

    but do help in watching over the two younger ones at home..

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  2. cheh...
    jia wen act matured...
    XD
    just kidding...

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  3. There's nth you can dear if they quarrel. i noe it feels bad but it would be better if we dun involve. i believe they'll think abt u and ur bro needs..
    so chill gal =)

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