duh~! helpless

*sighhhh*
what happened to me?
duh duh duh...
keep sighing whole day
haizzzzzz...

tired? maybe...
add-math dunno how to do
cant go to tuition
tennis competition-- msspk
i should be happy cuz can meet my friends there
but what about homework here?

helpless
what can i do?
wait to get the last placing in the exam in may?
damn me...
just hope someone can gimme his/her time
someone who didnt need it?
perhaps
like those rubbish ppl
24 hours is definately not enough
for my life now

if i have 30 hours in my life
if i can sleep onli 3 hours without getting tired
if i can finish study within 1 hour
HAHA~! thats so impossible
just kill me

im so frustrated
do add-math until so frustrated
!!!
cuz i dunno how to do~~~~~
=(
so happy lor you all?
i get the last placing ar..
happy lor?
sc 1 ppl -- selfish

hmph~~!!
yes yes yes
i AM scolding you right now
if you do understand
you fatty, idiot, pig.
haha~! i hope you get fatter and fatter
uglier and uglier
just get stupider and stupider
i hope ur hair curl like the WIRE
ur pride
selfishness
i hope i can kill them all

ah nvm
its not worth to get angry with you piggy
宽容嘛
i will... =)
just get away from my vision
i will be thankful for that sincerely XD

makan makan makan...

chilis in gurney plaza, penang.

look at my bro's face... XD

my father is staring at you...

idiot patrick, you look funny... XD

bbq plaza in 1 U

cheap and nice... whoo~~!!

*hungry*

-J!@rU-

终于，我也有这一天

真没想到，我也会有这么down的一天。
难得难得，我也知道啦！
有些情绪用华文比较容易讲明白
最近的我，是怎么了？
嗟夫～！ 哈哈。。。。
（华文的古文，嗟夫：唉）

是，我承认
我不想别人看见我脆弱的一面
也许，你们会更好奇
也许，你们会关心
也许，你们会八卦
也许，你们会猜测到底发生了什么事

不是我自私
不是我自闭
不是我伪君子 （屁～！列俊豪）
只是不想让别人认为我博取同情
不需要，so 就让沉默和时间
慢慢地冲淡一切

很难得，
我今天把自己的情绪放出来
还蛮多人发现的
but 那个笨蛋凯威
快点长大啦～！幼稚到。。。。。
明知道我心情不好
还一直欺负我，打下去～～！！

我
觉得
我没事了
希望真的是如此吧！

choices..

in evereone's life
we DO have choices
to be happy?
to be lonely?
to be sad?
to be miserable?
make ur life exciting?
make ur life dull like hell?

believe me when i say this,
we really do have choicessss.
of cuz,
in love matter we cant choose who we love,
cuz its fate, TAKDIR~!
haha~! but,
when we love someone,
must we be sad and miserable,
if we couldnt have our beloved?

NO NO NO~~!!
you're definately wrong wrong wrong..
i know, its hurting so much...
but pls, don ruin the whole life
just bcuz of someone who doesnt love you

smile,
make them know that
not choosing you is their loss.
choose to be happy,
be so fine, without them.
make them regret for not seeing ur beautiful and fineness.

do not cry,
for them who doesnt care for you.
you know you can do it.
believe me,
you know you'll be fine without them.

-J!@rU-

April fool~~!!

haha~!
so today is april fool...
go to school as usual
form 5, 17 years old
nobody fool around anymore
all we mind is SPM SPM and
SPM~~~!!

all we care
is onli SPM??
no real life anymore?
no jokes around us...
no fooling each other in the class...
whoever fooling around,
everyone will ask him/her,
how old are you now?
haha~! aiyo... ke lian ke lian...

ah mak ar... you fooled me at the wrong time
i was so damn "=.="
no mood to play with you ar...
aiyoyoo~~!!
paiseh ar...
=P

-J!@rU-