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不是没个人
都曾真正地付出过
在一段感情里
真的是一人给一人拿？
真的那么简单就会幸福？


个人经验
不，
并不是这样的。
两人都给
两人都拿
这样，
或许会比较好吧！


其实我也不懂，
只是猜猜
像任贤齐的歌 - 心太软
相爱是容易
对，没错
相处就不是这么一回事了
不是两人相爱就能够相处得很好


你可以很爱他
但你选择离开他
为了什么？
我想
应该是为了让他更开心吧！
是很伟大吧？
狠下心做这个决定
是很不容易的


我懂
因为我也曾经想狠下心
但我做不到
因为我已不能没有他


-J!@rU-

one week holiday

at last
i've waited for this moment for a very long time
its a one-week-break~~!!!
but trust me
its not that fun or whatever..


休息
是为了走更遥远的路程
这句话
是100%没有错的
After the break guess what?

TEST~~!!!!

great... haiz~!
should i say
its a study break
instead of one-week-holiday?


just hope im able to finish my course
before i die of studying...


-J!@rU-

seriously i hate my life now..

yes...
i hate my life
at the moment..
duh~!
college,
everyone was telling me
it was an enjoyment of life...


not for me....
currently i have too much homework
and assignment to finish...
till i don wanna touch any of them....
i don like homework
i don like assignments
i don like hectic life
cuz they all don belong in my life....


what i wan is just
learning new cool stuff
get some new friends
get my degree and work
maybe by luck
marry to a rich man and don have to work
thats all...
simple as that...
not enjoying my life currently...


-J!@rU-

my college life

hmm...
its been a week since i entered the sunway college.
it wasnt bad,
wasnt that good as well...
everyone is now saying,
"wow~! its tough, i cant really manage the subject."
feel abit nervous about it,
as im not that GENIUS type.


know some new friends
quite alot also actually... XD
i really think i talk too much sometimes.
is this a good thing?
haha~! guess so?


some ppl here
are really nice...
some are quite annoying
some are too crazy
some are too mean
some are too playful
haha~! really lots of different kind of ppl here...
one thing in common -
they're allllll rich....
just how rich they can be.


my class started for a week,
just a week...
and i have 2 assignments now to be done...
>< wan me to suicide meh??


and this weekend
i have NOTHING AT ALL to do...
thanks to a girl called michelle...
=.= im going to kill you one day
duh~!!
she took away my file
which is fulled with my schedule and homework
ON PURPOSE~!!!!
hmph~! next time don wanna accompany you d,
see you how leh... XD
anyway im not that mean
who ask me to be so nice and forgiving? =P
better treat me an expensive meal...
WAHAHAHA~! XD


currently
im still enjoying the college life here
hope that it wont be boring too soon
and i hope that....
=))))
my dearest honey can come to find me...
its always good to have ur company.


-J!@rU-

going to college..

time flies...
im going to college very soon
a good thing or not
im not sure...


i don know how exactly am i feeling right now
nervous, nah..
reluctant? don think so...
just a weird feeling
that cannot be described using words..


im gonna miss taiping
gonna miss my friends here
gonna miss my family here
gonna miss my bed and bolster
and my pillow...
gonna miss my wardrobe
gonna miss the TV
gonna miss my car
and lastly.....
IM GONNA MISS MY MAID
><


i hate house chores...
=(
and i hate living alone...
i guess im gonna be more independent...
i'll miss you guys...
love you all...


-J!@rU-